MY PEELED HEART

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PEELED HEART

I see the love I'm loving for, quiet an age
I banged into the love have been hoping to see
Swimming in the ocean of abundant fake love
I thought it's my final stage of love

Not knowing that the grass has yellow leave after its fresh green life
Not realizing the moment have been experiencing scorn love
Not thinking twice with my sense of humor
All I do is to bow for the love I love and see

I feel sobered when I realized what I'm feeling now
It's looks like a nightmare after sweet dream
I'm confused for the discombobulation I'm into
The love I rest my life upon turns lost

I thought it's you and I forever
I rely on the promise you make which you later knock down
I rely in your responsible face, which turns something else
Just as if you are not the one have knew then

I go from hills to valley to forget the nightmare
Immediately I turn back
All I  see is you with the past moment we have shared together
Masturbation is what I think it will be of help to forget the forgone
I feel hell after the experience

Nothing for now have tried that let me forget your caring act
I just don't know the turn around, that turns my sweetness to sour
Or could I call it taking an advantage of past event
I think you are kidding the kid in me
Now, the kid has grown smarter than before

I'm not disputing the fact that you have forgotten me
I knew you have deleted the memories
I knew you have locked off the love surface
With your new careless act

I'm not begging for fake love if genuine one has seized
I'm not begging for betrayal for a traitor
I only want  to remind you that even though you can not go back and make a brand new start, you can always start now and make a brand new ending.

With that I should be able to forget what has bound us together then
I should be able to pack my pieces of broken heart
Then, I will know that I have no heart to give to no one on earth
Then, I will remain
Who we were in our past world
 and holy for the rest of my life

This will now be my memory after formating the old that;
  I have life
I have hope
I have faith
But no sharing heart to any Betrayal
For they are all bird of the same feather

©Abe Olatundun Dorcas

Comments

  1. Ridlek9 August 2018 at 08:35

    Wow! I don't know what prompt the writer to write this, but I can surely relate. God bless the writer's intellect.

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  2. Ridlek9 August 2018 at 12:14

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