THE STATE OF MY HEART

State of my Heart (True Story) Funny how love kept me trying even when my heart get shattered and It feels like I'm losing my mind....... I can't help but blame myself for our relationship was based on the lies I told.... I love her from the start but I told her all I want is "friendship" , I was afraid of professing my affection to a stranger, for all I know she can be one of those girls, I get to know her and my affection grew stronger, I fall deeply inlove, an unconditional love and affection. I become her friend and a secret lover, little did I know my heart is taking over from my mind, time passes and when I couldn't hold it any longer, I pour out my heart and told her I want more, I want something deeper than just friendship, I want more, just when I felt I kn...